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"Busy" You think you haven't changed You think I'm being sentimental You've finally reached that age Security is fundamental You think you haven't changed You think that you're just growing older You wanted to be safe But it turned you into someone colder You're so busy these days Rearranging your place Can you still find some space for yourself You think you haven't changed Is anyone to blame I'd really like to think it's you But it seems like that's the way Everyone but me is going You're so busy these days Rearranging your face.Do you still see a trace of yourself I'm losing all of you To future plans and obligations I guess that's what you do When life's about your next vacation You're so busy these days Rearranging your place Can you still find some space for yourself You're so busy these days Rearranging your face Do you still see a trace of yourself You think you haven't changed The ones It was nice of you to come. I appreciate you stopping by and I know you like to be here. You have somewhere else to go, everyone always does. I appreciate your efforts to be supernaturally nice and I know it's not your fault that your not God or Jesus Christ. To the ones who let me down you really hurt me. To the ones who let me down you really hurt me but I know I can't expect u to give as much I think I do. When it's always about me. That's not who I want to be do u forgive me,Jezus silly how far i'm willing go to assure myself of love to make sure that i'm part of who u are and what u love To the ones who let me down you really hurt me to the ones who let me down you really hurt me but i'll try not to expect you to give as much as I think do... To the ones who let me down you really hurt me To the ones who let me down you really hurt me but I'll try not to expect you to give as much I do..

colours

colours in this grey madness my sadness dissapoints my heart and eyes into black andblue this indigo sadness pulls my heart and mind into the liveliness of life itself until the day life is red and warm again.

happy new year

hello again, I know it's been like forever since the last time i posted something,but I've been verybusy and had quite some writersblock.But now,i'm working on a new story.No title yet,but I'm gonna put in quite some effort on this one. I'd also like to wish everyone reading this a happy New Year. hope keep on reading in 2006 and enjoy it. all the best, sporty

funny guy curt 

me and tommy. he's so sweet  

me and Sarah B.  

mr.freeze is real

life ain't always what it seems to be underneath the surface of plastic faces in crowds and places a mixture of faces and races life is easy when u fake it beneath the shades of stages far from home in crowded spaces all alone when it all comes down, my temperature is really low who is this creature standing next to me i used to be a disbeliever but now i know mr.freeze is real

een van mijn persoonlijke favorieten

Een berg, Ik klim steeds maar hoger en dan val ik Help me Breek mijn val met een vangnet van troostende woorden

da van sappho dus...(een beetje aangepast)

gelukkig als de goden lijkt mij de vrouw die vlak tegenover jou zit en luistert naar je mooie stem

some little things

Abraxas ______ Abraxas,He said call me Abraxas, a minor demon of little white and big black lies Abraxas she was divinity majority, humanity minority I tell you of Abraxas bittersweet fluent friend to mankind no matter how different or alike eentje van appho:

It's been a while

hi, I know it's been quite a while since i've posted anything here,but the thing is,I' very busy these days. So i figured why not write something now.It's a calm,sunny Sunday morning afterall... only problem is ..not much inspiration. Oh I know:how about an alternate life,if u got to compare it to a tv series which would it be and what charactre would u be/want to be?Have u ever looked at your fave tv show like that. Do any of u kow the australian series Mcleod's Daughters?It's ver nice. Well I guess if my alternate life were to be on Drover's Run,I'd probably be Becky,though if I got to choose I 'd want to be more like Claire,the boss,kinda.She's the one who always gets it together,she's a fair boss to the others,and a good friend and sister to have. Have u ever thought,while watching tv,oh he/she s kinda like me? or 'wish I was a bit more like that',.. Or if u have a favourite tv charactre,u can let me U know how..

hypocrisy

In the heat I stand,in this blistering heat I work ,in this glasshouse full of promises. Alone I stand before you Mrs Freeze. in the heat of the moment-ACTION icecold liar In this blistering heat I am cold copyright:Sporty

L - listen quiet to the loud silence of my longing loneliness that lives inside this hushed soulseekingheart copyright:sporty

shane's contemplating:.......L words... 

The L word

Life ----- I guess we've all heard this one before,haven't we? Life is like a box of chocolates..u never know what you're gonna get next. I think there's a lot of truth in that saying.One day you're perfectly happy,without even realising it.You don't even have a clue...and all of a sudden one little twist of faith and your life seems like your worst nightmare. But what do you about t:mope around or get on with it...Before you know it,that twist is there again,and u can see a silver lining... so there u have it, this twist of faith....Does it really determinate all in our lifes or do we take part in it,do we have a say in what happens to us.. I say to a certain exctend we're in control of it.Up until a certain level we do control what we do and say,but not always of course.. Take emotions for example,sure,u can ignore them...maybe for a while.Whether they're good or bad emotions.Violence these days is often the result of bottled up emotions...suddenly unleashed... Who amI to say all this you might say?Don't we all know how it is, some days in our life?When we take a few moments to stand still and think about it... Some more about those emotions: Love ------ Love,what is that...is it that weird feeling u have when u see a pretty person..is it that warm feeling,that way of feeling comfortable around certain people.is it that feeling of appreciating and being appreciated by those u care for most... Love's a player...It can woo you and seduce you.It can make you feel great.It can make you foolish.Love can make you happy,but it can also be sour and painful.Love's a two-faced venetian lady Ruthless,romantic,gorgeous,bitter and sweet.How did our vision of love change through out the years. In the days of Romans it was all about the looks,and then came the middleages,whichi is when things really started to get out of hand...Love was far from a common thing in those days...Violence,Love's greatest ennemy's was more likely to be found on your daily path than Love.War,domestic violence,rape,power games.... And if you were lucky enough to find that precious thing,u'd better pray u'd live it out.... Fortunately these days are past now...after a few more centuries we've ended up in this present day.And what has that shown us? Are we really that different from or our ancestors?Or are we still prmates when it comes to loving someone? Is it really all about the sex these days?And do we only care about the outside,rather than the inside of a person.(No you weirdo,I'm not talking about myself,and not it's not just a gay thing,for all u straighto's out there,in case you're thinking it.....busted....yes u ,I saw you thinking it:p) Which brings me to my next subject: Looks ------- They say gay men are more into their looks and image and styling in general....is that so?? Well,when I look around I can certanly say at least one thing about this.In general gay guys do have more sense of style than most straight guys I know and even more so than some women.. And I'm not just talking fashion or decoration here.Nor their usually really stylish hairdo's. Why is it that in general the company of gay men is much nicer than that of most straight men.Then again,there are some really nice exceptions to this rule,as there are to every one....One can never generalise.. But here's my question again are gay's more into looks?I'm not sure... Sure you straighto's go on instinct too,and judge first,on basic first look basis...AND DON'T DENY IT you cheaky ass monkey... Oh and why is it that so many people still judge other by their looks.Just because we're not all exact klones of each other...diversity is wealth is say....embrace the color in your life...in fact,despite our differences,deep down we're all still the same,right? I say we're basically the same... Listen -------- What do you like to listen to most ? Your favourite music?the sound of your lover's heartbeat?sounds of nature?the soft sound of your baby sleeping in your arms?Or maybe a combination of it all.. To me it'd be a combination of the first two,since I don't have a baby and there's not much nature around... And what that favourite music is,I guess you all already know don't,you just have to scroll down a bit and to find out.... But then,what is music,is it the beating of a drum,the poetry in beautiful lyrics,or a guitarriff even..to me it shoud have a bit of everything:good lyrics and good music,which still holds in live performance.that's why i love k's choice and sarah and gert bettens so much.Even solo they still rock...(www.sarahbettens.com/www.gertbettens.com)

all our buddies together 

tommy:D 

sarah and eric 

curt.sweet dude 

sarah and brother gert back together on stage in antwerp