Not Insane - Sarah Bettens For everytime you tell me that I can't be who I am For everytime you twist my arm and get me to confess For every door you close on me For every boy or girl you turn your back to You will pay, the price of some day knowing that you think you tried and yet you failed to see that you can't change me I told myself today It's pretty nice to find your way no matter what you say I am not insane For every so-called victory you lose a piece of you The one that shows you love can be in everything you do... love can be in everything you do... I told myself today It's pretty nice to find your way No matter what you say I am not insane... Look inside you Find what drives you I can't change you I told myself today It's pretty nice to find your way No matter what you say I am not insane... I told myself today It's pretty nice to find your way No matter what you say I am not insane... Don't let me drag you down Sometimes it takes some falling down To get back on your feet I often think the things I want The things I really need I noticed yesterday that latetly I haven't noticed much Colours change and people change And I am busy handling the remote When you see this side don't let me drag you down When you feel this way don't let me drag you down I need You to turn me upside down In every room and every house Someone's always waiting to be hurt Sitting on my big behind I am hardly rescuing the world When you see this side don't let me drag you down When you feel this way don't let me drag you down I need You to turn me upside down Don't let me hide Behind the question Why? Mhmhmm When you see this side don't let me drag you down When you feel this way don't let me drag you down I need You to turn me upside down (c) Sarah Bettens Don't Look Back In Anger-Oasis Slip inside the eye of your mind Don't you know you might find A better place to play You said that you've never been But all the things that you've seen They slowly fade away So I'll start a revolution from my bed' cuz you said the brains I had went to my head Step outside, summertime's in bloom Stand up beside the fireplace Take that look from off your face You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out And so, sally can wait She knows it's too late as we're walking on by Her soul slides away But don't look back in anger I heard you say Take me to the place where you go Where nobody knowsIf it's not our day Please don't put your life in the hands Of a rock and roll band[and? you'll? ] throw it all away I'm gonna start a revolution from my bed 'cuz you said the brains I had went to my head Step outside, 'cuz summertime's in bloom Stand up beside the fireplace Take that look from off your face' cuz you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out And so, sally can wait She knows it's too late as she's walking on by My soul slides away But don't look back in angerI heard you say So, sally can wait She knows it's too late as we're walking on by Her soul slides away But don't look back in angerI heard you say So, sally can wait She knows it's too late as she's walking on by My soul slides away But don't look back in anger Don't look back in angerI heard you say At least not today. Leef Mag ik nog even, hier bij jou? Mag ik nog één keer, voor het leven? Mag ik in stilte, hier bij jou? Mag ik nog één keer om je geven? 'k Heb niet altijd juist geleefd, maar toch iets moois geleerd. En ik leef, en ik leef... Alles gaat fout, maar 't is goed zolang ik het beleef, want ik leef... 'k Was je verloren en mij ook, alles proberen voor ik oud word. Maar ik sta nog steeds rechtop, dit keer gewapend voor het koud wordt. 'k Heb je altijd graag gezien, ben jij mijn geheim misschien? Want ik leef, en ik leef... Alles gaat fout, maar 't is goed zolang ik het beleef, want ik leef... Dat ik nu zonder spijt nog verder mag, nog kans maak dat jij, dat je weer lacht naar mij, je lacht naar mij, je lacht naar mij... En ik leef, en ik leef... Alles gaat fout, maar 't is goed zolang ik het beleef. Ja, ik leef, en ik leef... Alles gaat fout, maar 't is goed zolang ik het beleef, want ik leef...

The world's on fire

Liar Liar why it seems the world's on fire and the louder I cry out my pain in silence -it seems- my truth shall remain.

Your truth

What's your story what's your secret what's your story I can't see it What's your story won't you tell me What's your story I'll find out- Your truth

A Year of Lies

Lies,lies,all lies. A year full of lies. Some white little lies,some dark and hard ones. Lies,lies, nothing but lies

Why do I wonder Why do I wonder About life and love And what it does to me Is it her that brings me to Wonder Is it her smile that makes me Laugh Is it her wisdom that makes me Think She makes me Wonder She makes me Think She makes me Believe That the future is always better

to x

"Busy" You think you haven't changed You think I'm being sentimental You've finally reached that age Security is fundamental You think you haven't changed You think that you're just growing older You wanted to be safe But it turned you into someone colder You're so busy these days Rearranging your place Can you still find some space for yourself You think you haven't changed Is anyone to blame I'd really like to think it's you But it seems like that's the way Everyone but me is going You're so busy these days Rearranging your face.Do you still see a trace of yourself I'm losing all of you To future plans and obligations I guess that's what you do When life's about your next vacation You're so busy these days Rearranging your place Can you still find some space for yourself You're so busy these days Rearranging your face Do you still see a trace of yourself You think you haven't changed The ones It was nice of you to come. I appreciate you stopping by and I know you like to be here. You have somewhere else to go, everyone always does. I appreciate your efforts to be supernaturally nice and I know it's not your fault that your not God or Jesus Christ. To the ones who let me down you really hurt me. To the ones who let me down you really hurt me but I know I can't expect u to give as much I think I do. When it's always about me. That's not who I want to be do u forgive me,Jezus silly how far i'm willing go to assure myself of love to make sure that i'm part of who u are and what u love To the ones who let me down you really hurt me to the ones who let me down you really hurt me but i'll try not to expect you to give as much as I think do... To the ones who let me down you really hurt me To the ones who let me down you really hurt me but I'll try not to expect you to give as much I do..

colours

colours in this grey madness my sadness dissapoints my heart and eyes into black andblue this indigo sadness pulls my heart and mind into the liveliness of life itself until the day life is red and warm again.

happy new year

hello again, I know it's been like forever since the last time i posted something,but I've been verybusy and had quite some writersblock.But now,i'm working on a new story.No title yet,but I'm gonna put in quite some effort on this one. I'd also like to wish everyone reading this a happy New Year. hope keep on reading in 2006 and enjoy it. all the best, sporty

funny guy curt 

me and tommy. he's so sweet  

me and Sarah B.  

mr.freeze is real

life ain't always what it seems to be underneath the surface of plastic faces in crowds and places a mixture of faces and races life is easy when u fake it beneath the shades of stages far from home in crowded spaces all alone when it all comes down, my temperature is really low who is this creature standing next to me i used to be a disbeliever but now i know mr.freeze is real

een van mijn persoonlijke favorieten

Een berg, Ik klim steeds maar hoger en dan val ik Help me Breek mijn val met een vangnet van troostende woorden

da van sappho dus...(een beetje aangepast)

gelukkig als de goden lijkt mij de vrouw die vlak tegenover jou zit en luistert naar je mooie stem

some little things

Abraxas ______ Abraxas,He said call me Abraxas, a minor demon of little white and big black lies Abraxas she was divinity majority, humanity minority I tell you of Abraxas bittersweet fluent friend to mankind no matter how different or alike eentje van appho:

It's been a while

hi, I know it's been quite a while since i've posted anything here,but the thing is,I' very busy these days. So i figured why not write something now.It's a calm,sunny Sunday morning afterall... only problem is ..not much inspiration. Oh I know:how about an alternate life,if u got to compare it to a tv series which would it be and what charactre would u be/want to be?Have u ever looked at your fave tv show like that. Do any of u kow the australian series Mcleod's Daughters?It's ver nice. Well I guess if my alternate life were to be on Drover's Run,I'd probably be Becky,though if I got to choose I 'd want to be more like Claire,the boss,kinda.She's the one who always gets it together,she's a fair boss to the others,and a good friend and sister to have. Have u ever thought,while watching tv,oh he/she s kinda like me? or 'wish I was a bit more like that',.. Or if u have a favourite tv charactre,u can let me U know how..

hypocrisy

In the heat I stand,in this blistering heat I work ,in this glasshouse full of promises. Alone I stand before you Mrs Freeze. in the heat of the moment-ACTION icecold liar In this blistering heat I am cold copyright:Sporty

L - listen quiet to the loud silence of my longing loneliness that lives inside this hushed soulseekingheart copyright:sporty

shane's contemplating:.......L words... 

The L word

Life ----- I guess we've all heard this one before,haven't we? Life is like a box of chocolates..u never know what you're gonna get next. I think there's a lot of truth in that saying.One day you're perfectly happy,without even realising it.You don't even have a clue...and all of a sudden one little twist of faith and your life seems like your worst nightmare. But what do you about t:mope around or get on with it...Before you know it,that twist is there again,and u can see a silver lining... so there u have it, this twist of faith....Does it really determinate all in our lifes or do we take part in it,do we have a say in what happens to us.. I say to a certain exctend we're in control of it.Up until a certain level we do control what we do and say,but not always of course.. Take emotions for example,sure,u can ignore them...maybe for a while.Whether they're good or bad emotions.Violence these days is often the result of bottled up emotions...suddenly unleashed... Who amI to say all this you might say?Don't we all know how it is, some days in our life?When we take a few moments to stand still and think about it... Some more about those emotions: Love ------ Love,what is that...is it that weird feeling u have when u see a pretty person..is it that warm feeling,that way of feeling comfortable around certain people.is it that feeling of appreciating and being appreciated by those u care for most... Love's a player...It can woo you and seduce you.It can make you feel great.It can make you foolish.Love can make you happy,but it can also be sour and painful.Love's a two-faced venetian lady Ruthless,romantic,gorgeous,bitter and sweet.How did our vision of love change through out the years. In the days of Romans it was all about the looks,and then came the middleages,whichi is when things really started to get out of hand...Love was far from a common thing in those days...Violence,Love's greatest ennemy's was more likely to be found on your daily path than Love.War,domestic violence,rape,power games.... And if you were lucky enough to find that precious thing,u'd better pray u'd live it out.... Fortunately these days are past now...after a few more centuries we've ended up in this present day.And what has that shown us? Are we really that different from or our ancestors?Or are we still prmates when it comes to loving someone? Is it really all about the sex these days?And do we only care about the outside,rather than the inside of a person.(No you weirdo,I'm not talking about myself,and not it's not just a gay thing,for all u straighto's out there,in case you're thinking it.....busted....yes u ,I saw you thinking it:p) Which brings me to my next subject: Looks ------- They say gay men are more into their looks and image and styling in general....is that so?? Well,when I look around I can certanly say at least one thing about this.In general gay guys do have more sense of style than most straight guys I know and even more so than some women.. And I'm not just talking fashion or decoration here.Nor their usually really stylish hairdo's. Why is it that in general the company of gay men is much nicer than that of most straight men.Then again,there are some really nice exceptions to this rule,as there are to every one....One can never generalise.. But here's my question again are gay's more into looks?I'm not sure... Sure you straighto's go on instinct too,and judge first,on basic first look basis...AND DON'T DENY IT you cheaky ass monkey... Oh and why is it that so many people still judge other by their looks.Just because we're not all exact klones of each other...diversity is wealth is say....embrace the color in your life...in fact,despite our differences,deep down we're all still the same,right? I say we're basically the same... Listen -------- What do you like to listen to most ? Your favourite music?the sound of your lover's heartbeat?sounds of nature?the soft sound of your baby sleeping in your arms?Or maybe a combination of it all.. To me it'd be a combination of the first two,since I don't have a baby and there's not much nature around... And what that favourite music is,I guess you all already know don't,you just have to scroll down a bit and to find out.... But then,what is music,is it the beating of a drum,the poetry in beautiful lyrics,or a guitarriff even..to me it shoud have a bit of everything:good lyrics and good music,which still holds in live performance.that's why i love k's choice and sarah and gert bettens so much.Even solo they still rock...(www.sarahbettens.com/www.gertbettens.com)